What is the alternative?

I am feeling miserable for not being able to even read the recent news & views from nature…. for not being able to read recent articles on “hot” topics! I am feeling frustrated and it is triggering me continually…. I am currently sitting at home, I have no university affiliation at the moment…. due to abuse in my previous work place and obvious conflicts I couldn’t find a position…. so no library access…..my passion is science but I cannot read a single new article….!
I feel like it’s unfair to continually ask old friends or colleagues to help me with random articles that interest me!
If any of you here know of an alternative to our favourite sci-hub…. please please let me know! Kindly relieve me of this mental pain!